the movement of it all

"both motionless and twisting
unrequited acceptance through clenched teeth
both moving and stone
aggressive thoughts of forced instinct
misconceived quiet - though thoughts screaming to the next person there
broaching truth, bearing nude, belittling most beyond the face
shifting eyes, glancing, focusing on recognition and
backwards building of relationships
to know to build to meet - in what place do eyes trust
the blared truth
so subjectively exposed.... displayed... framed

mostly formed to impress.
who information of ourselves create to reduce to
thoughts. truth again touched on to create our motions
abort the realistic truth for a reality much more forgiving

the brush that paints us all the same"

- js 2009

what will we find in this miniscule feeling

"rain falls like the sky
reminding those underneath it
we all belong on the ground
painted walls work like prison cells
confines of a self imposed & self inflicted
world beyond us.
wide eyed. moving slowly
so as not to disturb the moments given to us"

- js 2009

what exhaustion to stare

"throbbing sound of it
envelops her face through
eyes muggy with
patience broken like
wings having throughts
break the boundry......."

- not completed; js 2009

the most of depth

"stoned. stoning. stone faced stares.
cold breath and temperature change.
my legs speak volumes of the place i'm in.
status stamps. status collars. status tags.
personal void becomes stitching unreturned.
operatic voices would fill the gap.
until then, silence - only that of breath up and down.
in and out.
politics. emotions. business.
what is missing out above.
dreams"

- js 2009